ARIZONA here we come!
Bristol and I surprised my family, we drove down to AZ with Kathleen and didn't tell a soul! We just showed up on their doorstep!
Briss Briss & her Grandma Swanson! Boy was She excited to see her long lost grand baby! Mom was actually gone the night we got in, she was at Bunko. My dad and sisters kept trying to persuade her to get her home without letting her know the big surprise...so we went to sleep and she finally came home around 11pm! So she saw us in the morning!
Out to dinner at Red Robin with the family!! Oh how i've missed them! SO here is the BIG SURPRISE story! So we got into town Friday night and I went straight to their house. I knocked on the door....and no one answered. I thought I was going to be stranded in the heat on the porch. I check to see if the door is open, to my luck it was! I start to walk in and I hear Sunni & Ashton laughing so I quickly hide outside and ring the doorbell. Sunni, Ashton and Brecken came and answered the door!! We were all freaking out! They were so shocked! But we had a slight problem...Dad & Skyler were gone to Chase's Baseball practice...So now what! We took Skyler's car down to Hawthorn Baseball Field. Bristol and I walked right in front of Dad and Skyler and just stood there. It took them 10 seconds to process that it was really me and Briss Briss! They were so shocked and excited!!! It was so good to finally see my family.
I LOVE SURPRISES!

Skyler loves his little Bristol! He had lots of fun holding her, he even got her to fall asleep in his arms one night!
Oh my sweet little girl, she loves cuddling her dolly! I love sneaking in and peeking on her when she is sleeping! She is so adorable I LOVE sleeping pictures, they are priceless!
We got to see Heidi and Taylor when we were in Arizona! They came over and swam with us, he is getting SO big!!! Tay bug and Briss are getting married! They already love each other!
All the girls! + Cousin Brecken! I had so much fun with my little sisters and Brecken! We made some fun memories while I was down there!
Chase pushed Bristol around for hours in that walker! Ps Leah, that walker accidentally got brought back up to Denver... Skyler put my bags into your moms Jeep and thought that went into the Jeep too. SO Sorry! I'll bring it down in November!


before to understand the full effect this has on your body and especially emotionally. This was my first miscarriage. Before that point I had never fully understood how hard it is on a woman to go through this process. Yes, my baby was ONLY as tiny as a poppy-seed. But let me tell you, that doesn't change anything! It's still extremely hard. You want nothing but to still be pregnant with your baby growing inside of you. My heart goes out to those who have ever miscarried and or lost a child, especially those who have been much farther along than I was. For those that have given birth to a still-born or lost a sweet child at any age. I can't fathom the pain of losing Bristol now that I have held her, kissed her, played with her, taken care of her and rocked her. My life would never be the same if she left me. She's my sweet little girl. I can't imagine life without her. I am grateful that mine and Abe's life has been greatly blessed with our precious Daughter of God. She brings so much joy into our home! We know that this miscarriage has been a learning experience for us. We know we will have more children someday and look forward to that special moment when we will hear our future babies first cries.

